thankful

I known that I have many things to be thankful for but with our third miscarriage behind us and the holiday season is quickly approaching I have been searching my heart and I realize that I have more than I could ever imagine. My God, my family (including Meg and Dayzee), my friends and my prayer team are at the top of my list!!! THANK YOU for all of your prayers and support!
But I realize that there is one guy at the tip top of my list. I could never imagine going through so many praises and disappointments with anyone else beside this wonderful man that chose to marry me almost 5 years ago.
Zach is by far the best man for me! We want to be a mommy and daddy so badly but I am so thankful for our little family of 4 (including Meg and Dayzee). We (He has;) have come so far in our marriage and I really am so proud of that fact! Through this infertility challenge that God has given us we have learned to love God, lean on and trust God, to communicate, to give and receive hiney hormone shots, to laugh, to cry and to hold each other when no one else understands the pain in our hearts. My crazy fits of hormone rage (few and far between;) have become an early to bed night for both of us as we await a brand new day. I have cried on his shoulder assuring him that he would already be a daddy if he would have married someone else and he assures me that he didn't marry me for my healthy uterus but for my face, my heart and smarts (ok, I added that last one;). Zach doesn't always know the perfect thing that I need to hear during this emotional roller coaster and for that I am more thankful because it teaches me to listen to God's perfect words.
I could make these holidays miserable for both of us but every time I look into the eyes of the man that God gave me I am thankful and it reminds me of the great things that God has already done in my life!
I thank God for Zach daily, I pray for Zach daily and I am proud to be Mrs. Ehlers daily!

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!